colsonsmokes' Journal

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who is TraitorousCoho on aim?

hello
new trail of dead is great. 1 pack of cigarettes a day does not seem to be nearly enough. Mad Men should not have taken the rightful place of an absurd horror movie, fucking show, a time piece how novel. it was nice enough to go for a ride today and i am very out of shape. everyone should watch City Of Men, and La Dolce Vita both really good films and enjoyable. thinking sleeping until spring or picking up drinking again. take it easy everyone

poor little mouth
two women with their hands in your mouth both holding dental instruments and drilling at will is a very painful situation. chocking on your own saliva and that horrid tasting spray they use isn't much fun either. they kept telling me to open my mouth wider then i could, even with out a large needle of nova-cane in my jaw. crazy stuff and i have to go to it again next thursday.

almost done
i only have one more class this semester and then i am free.
fuck lost so hard
we need rain and clay

sunday morning
it's not easy being 7.5 but i will continue to try despite very odd conversations that have been taking place as of late.

I've also come to the conclusion( after many films) that i'm not ready for vampires.

the new billy bragg is great.

tuesday morning
-been diggin' alot by this weekend i should have at least one jump running.

-i seem to be unable to sleep latley even less then usual but that means i have more time to be productive

-it's been super nice out latley but we need rain like maybe 3 hours a day for a week.

-people get to hanging out!

-i need something new to read any suggestions?
take it easy

tuesday.
if anyone could find me a full length of Mazzy Star covering "heroin" i would be very happy and in their debt.

starting to clean up the woods; who wants to dig?

get to check some body bags tonight hoorah for death & dying

bowling this week who is in?

it's nice out so i'm going out there. take it easy

junk
so last night i broke my lower leg tibia or tibula something like that. i also broke my anckle. dilocated my anckle and managed to have one of my own bones tear out of my skin. styaed in the hostipal last night and had surgery. not i have a metal plate some where in my lower leg a bunch of bolts and i can't do anything active for 5 mounths yes.

recent
i hit a fire heidrent. i did not even go off the rode about 3 inches of it sticking over the curb. i was tired and not paying attention to that. i hit it. got covered in glass and lost about 2g's in a very quick amount of time. not so fun but in good new is a little while i will have the camry pimped out with at least two different color doors, maybe even three. oh yeah whiplash kinda makes you grumpy. come hang out everyone.

where are you guys?
people of the southern maine region, wanna hang out? call me at 251 2929. that is all.

a new poem composed by joshua merrill
hey y'all this is joshua merrill updating colson's livejournal with a new poem

i once tiptoed to the refridgerator
barefoot, on cold tile
bare naked
and i opened it up
and my hair stood up

and i grabbed my penis and peed
in it

i was young
and unwise

and leftovers were not for me

when i sleep walk
i'm chasing dinosaurs

so i don't know

doesn't anyone remember
the poland spring
was red with blood

little girls got their first periods
at the sight of an asterisk

little girls got their periods

in the poland spring water bottle

less to do these days i guess
so i play hopscotch on the
proverbial skulls
of laterday saints

chistmas day
hello all
today was good, after it was the day The ol J.C. was born not me though that's in november, it was warm and raining today, better then cold snow i would have to say. i got some ill stuff and eat way to much food and proceeded to pass out. woke up and have been chillin. i got into usm and got a room in phall down the hall form the miff and joey small, hopefully we can get sticky ( the person, not refering to drugs here) in that mix. well everyone who is in southern maine lets hang out give me a call 251 2929
god bless

oh wow
i forgot i had this shit! if something cool happens i will let you know

things have been real chill for a little while now, and that is fine with me. i have been working and ridding my bike and getting to see all sorts of friends, i have realized my friends are the shit and can change my mood at any time. i am hoping i see more of you kids. if we ain't been rocking out this summer we shoudl party some time you knwo the number or some form of contacting me if you would like, so do it and rocking out will ensue in a great way. ohh yeah i love me bike and the fact i can flavor my own hand roller ciggaretts. i also love to drink. i think that is it peace

i would have to say that drinking ridding my bike smoking ciggaretes and hanging out with friends are my favorite thinsg to do these days in no specific order by the way. i think i will be drinking alot this summer because it is good for me.

what a great day today has been so far. thinsg have been weird seeing old friends and hwo they have changed. for some reason i can't be angry at people anymore which is weird cause i woudl say that use to have a gift for holding grudges.
let go of hope and dreams and see life for what it is; and it will be easier

today pretty much is the worst day ever! various reasons, ongoing rain and what not. i have been doing nothing and hate it. fuck maine, and a fair amount of the people in it

the past two weeks have been awsome! it's warm out, i can bike, hanging out with cool ass people, and everything is great.

great things that have happend
i landed the 270 i have been trying
" what do you want to do?"
have a good one

hello everyone,
it has been a little while since i have written in here so i though i would. thinsg are going great. It's starting to get warm kenny lau has been home on the weekends, and rocking out has been going down. today all the usdden i just got happy again whihc is nice maybe i will listen to less elliot smith now. well thinsg are good i drank tonight whihc was a treat. it is a sad day regardless of my new found happiness the pope passed which is a horrible thing, i love all of you
have a good one
i'm buying a carton or two tomorrow bicthez, lung cancer here i come

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